Running away

Today, I just feel like running away.

I wish I had a strong point of view, a strong opinion that is unshakeable and unwavering, but if truth be told, I often don't, cursed - or blessed - with the gift to view many sides of the same issue. Perspectives. So many human perspectives, vying and tussling for prominence and victory. That seems to be the rule of thumb in the world.

Increasingly, I begin to see that only God's perspective matters. Not mine, not yours, not his, not hers. But how do we enlarge God's perspective in the world, when humans are so narrow-sighted?

I really, really just want to run away... run away to the safe retreat of Church Camp, or God, where I do not have to struggle so.

Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow.

At A Crossroads

There are times when I really wish I am able to clearly discern God's will in my life. This has been my consistent prayer to God right from last week when different paths suddenly opened up before me. I am really not sure which to take, at times one seems more attractive than the other, and at other times, the reverse occurs.
 
I only know that this is not coincidence... the sheer timing of how events happen one after another are so incredible they are almost miraculous! There's clearly divinity at work here. I just need to be able to see and hear clearly.