It hurts not to be understood. I have the best intentions, but it is misconstrued by unreasonableness. I really don't know what to make of it... Thank God for a husband who understands, who stands by me and supports me. I just wish I have more emotional resilience and nimbleness to deal with situations like that, where by the gift of the gab, I can turn it into a favourable situation. But I am always at a loss for words, and my immediate reaction is to fumble for the right things to say. It takes time for me to process, think through and finally emerge with clarity. And then, the damage is done, and sometimes, it's already too late to say anything at all.
*sighs* Oh well, buckle up and soldier on... remember why I am doing this, and it is not for the praise of man.
